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[20 May 2003|01:43pm] |
I'm exhausted and sick.
Dehydration sucks ass.
I didn't sleep last night cos my headache was so bad from it.
Blah.
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[26 Dec 2002|11:50pm] |
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Phish in my head |
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All straight lines circle sometime.
All we do is follow new lines that we think will lead to different places, when what we really need to realise is, it's not the lines we follow, it's the people that walk with us that make the difference.
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[18 Dec 2002|08:58pm] |
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Our Lady Peace- Are you home? |
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I can't forgive you until I stop caring, and I can't stop caring because you're amasing.
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[18 Dec 2002|04:47pm] |
Today I was talking to Mira, and talking about vacation and I catergorized my friends as "my CSW friends" and "My friends that live in the real world."
I love you all, I mean that in the *nicest* possible way.
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| I'm gonna forget your face by the time I wake up. |
[17 Dec 2002|01:59pm] |
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Neutral Milk hotel-In the aeroplane over the sea |
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And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer
Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer
Well, where do we go from here?
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| Aim for my head! |
[16 Dec 2002|11:45am] |
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Christina Aguliera-Beautiful...I need this song right now... |
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Who has a suicidal buhknee in a tube?
LAURIE HAS A SUICIDAL BUHKNEE IN A TUBE!
Thanks Ave, <3.
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| thank you |
[11 Dec 2002|10:38am] |
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Bright eyes |
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Jake Jay Lunchbox Bill Evan Phil
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[10 Dec 2002|01:20pm] |
My history teacher on the suject of native americans smoking a peace pipe:
"When I was in high school I really wanted to believe they were a bunch of burn outs sitting around a hooka."
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| and they'll be placing fingers through the notches in your spine. |
[06 Dec 2002|12:47pm] |
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The Strokes-New York City Girls |
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And I will take you and leave you alone
Watching spirals of white softly flow
Over your eyelids and all you did
Will wait until the point when you let go
And every time you feel like crying
I'm gonna try and make you laugh
And if I can't
If it just hurts too bad
Then we'll wait for it to pass
So when you're asked to fight a war that's over nothing, it's best to join the side that's gonna win.
And now my fears, they come to me in threes
So I, sometimes
They fade my friend, you say the strangest things
I find, sometimes
And for a moment both you believe, you can hear the city breathing,
you are both tired, you want to be done. -Catherine Hunter
Somewhere there is someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life
is worth while, so when you're lonely remember this; somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.
When you were young you were the king of carrot flowers and how you built a tower tumbling thru the trees in holy rattlesnakes that fell all around your feet and your mom would stick a fork right into daddys shoulder and your dad would throw the garbage all across the floor as we would lay and learn what each others bodies were for and this is the room one afternoon I knew I could love you and from above you how I sank into your soul into that secret place where noone dares to go and your mom would drink until she was no longer speaking and dad would dream about the different ways to die each one a little more than he could dare to try.
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[06 Dec 2002|08:36am] |
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Must
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| What's the point in trying to dream anymore? |
[04 Dec 2002|10:47am] |
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Our Lady Peace-Potato Girl |
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What's the point in trying anymore?
I don't understand why there's so much hate in the world, or why people can't just seem to get along with eachother.
It makes me so sad.
So I have a request: Please, think about the people that you love, and tell them, that you love them, because if you don't they might not hear it from anyone. And then by the time you realise what they mean to you, It might be too late.
There's so much hate everywhere, please, tell people you love them.
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| OR I could pour cocktail sauce down his pants. |
[03 Dec 2002|10:52pm] |
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Weakerthans-Left and Leaving |
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fuck you for being indecisive.
fuck you for thinking that you can fuck up my life yet again.
fuck you for thinking you have control of my actions or anyone elses.
fuck you for not even being able to control your own life.
fuck you for treating me like dirt.
fuck you for not wanting me.
fuck you for not calling me back.
fuck you for treating me like an object.
fuck you for being stoned ALL the time.
fuck you for not caring.
fuck me for caring.
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| I haven't updated in a while...sorry. |
[02 Dec 2002|10:28am] |
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Alright, last Thursday I finished up my finals and vacation started...yay for that. Then Friday I went to school with ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) exelvan and Bill, which was nice and fun and cool and stuff. ::grins:: I went to B block with Evan...scared the shit out of Keeler, who didn't know I was coming and didn't know that I had recently done away with the majority of my hair. That was fun. ::smile:: Then after school I went with Evan, Jake, Kenny, Jana, someone else that I can't remember coz I suck, to the uppers...Jake held his hand on front of my face until I fell over...than Kenny fell over from laughing at me, then Keeler and Deana and Katie came up...And Keeler collapsed due to uh...(anyone who knows Keeler) the same reason Keeler ALWAYS collapses...drunkeness.
Then Kenny locked his keys in the car...::cough::dipshit!::cough:: and all my stuff was in it. So Jake drove Kenny and I back to Lexington and then back to Weston to get Kenny's car and my stuff..then went into Newton to Jake's.
Flash forward a day.
It's Saturday now. I went out to the movies with Jake. :) It was nice. Then we got pizza and he came and hung out with me at home until like 1:00 AM. YAY! Then Sunday...I did something with someone...and then went to youth groups and did solstice planning, yay! then I went to Alice's and went in the hot tub...soooo good.
Then Monday I went out with someone and did something..I can't really remember that so well...then I went to my voice lesson and out with Laurel. yay for Laurel!
Then Tuesday Jake came over and we went and picked up Shelly and got food then we came home and watched my sister whilst my parents went out.
Then Wednesday I spent the whole day with Jake.
Thursday was Thanksgiving and I went to my grandmothers and it was nice. Then I went to Trevor's and we went and saw 8 Mile, which I had previously seen with Laura. Then we went back to Trev's and talked until three in the morning, :). Then we got up, ate and went to 0lga's. She gave me my birthday present and we went to the mall.
Then I came home and cleaned and went out with Jake and Kenny...we were going to go see Star Wars at the IMAX, but it was sold out. So we went and got food.
Then Saturday night was my extended family birthday, which my cousins forgot, ::growl:: however, Jake cam over and met my family and it was nice...they seem to like him. Then Sunday I went and spent the day with Jake.
Oh right...did I mention I'm going out with Jake?
In other news...Phil wants to fuck Britney Spears and Christina Augilara however the fuck you spell her name...I find that HIGHLY amusing.
Anyway, off to class...maybe...
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[24 Nov 2002|06:20am] |
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"Sometimes we must hold back our true feelings of love to protect our hearts... or is it more harmful to the heart, to hold these feelings back?"
What do you think?
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| It's not all in my head. |
[18 Nov 2002|11:05pm] |
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The Weakerthans-Left and Leaving |
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Lauriehun86 (11:01:55 PM): I feel like I come second to everyone.
Ari (11:03:02 PM): you let yourself feel that way and you get stepped on by alot of assholes
Ari (11:03:10 PM): its NOT as if its all in your head
Ari (11:03:24 PM): and yes...you come second to me
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[18 Nov 2002|02:44pm] |
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I got the part I wanted in Hello Dolly. I'm Irene Molloy, this makes Laurie exteremly happy.
I had to leave the CON early, this did not make Laurie Happy.
Friday night I hung out with Evan and Bill, and it was great. ^_^ <3
I'm going to go get food and then go to Drama coz It's the first day and yay!
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[18 Nov 2002|08:52am] |
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Bright eyes-Haligh, Haligh, a lie, Haligh |
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I
cut
My
hair
this
weekend
at
the
CON.
It's
Short
but
I
love
it.
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[15 Nov 2002|03:44pm] |
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Olga I love you sooo much, I just got your card in the mail and it made my day.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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